Assistant Admin

[TheCrymsonLegends]

It has come to my attention, well I was told that alot of people leave this site because of me. I would love to ask a few questions in to finding out if this person is right.

Does anyone think I am too "Jumpy" which means I let my attitude get in the way of my Moderation?

Does anyone seriously believe that if I make one more comment that they will leave? Here is your chance for those to get rid of me. If he is right you can vote right here to get rid of me. If more people vote to get rid of me then I will step down from my position and walk away no questions asked. Be honest no comment will be dismissed, so except for foul language you have freedom of speach.

Hell my life is bad enough right now I would walk away if only 3 people voted for me to leave. Your choice... we said "Hosting to your standards", "Customer is always right". Here is your shot.

I won't mention the dude's name but me and him have had our disagreements and he brought to my attention I am and.. I quote " im sorry if i posted rong but f*** seriously you are a por excuse for an admin here and quite frankly I think most of the members leave here because of your ****ing attitude. "

Let's find out if it's true, your vote will decide.. If you ask me.. he is a bit poor on English but who knows.. maybe.. just maybe he is right. Please Vote.

Edit: I will not say his name but he has always downed other people's comments, spammed in forums he should of just kept his mouth shut in, and quite honestly I don't think he likes anything or anyone. If you know who I am talking about please do NOT say his name. I will not stand for humiliation of someone... Although I do believe it would be quite funny to humiliate him but we do not do it for Professional Reasons.

[jeremy90]

No, i do not think you should leave at all. I like you long insteresting posts to read right before i go to bed.

please don't leave

[TheCrymsonLegends]

Hey I got a website that would put you to sleep then :P. It's a personal site so I don't advertize it.. but we will see how the votes stack up.

[sgdc]

I don't think you should leave, and so far nor does anyone else by the looks of the poll

[SHAdmin]

Hey, i have cast my vote, but would like to keep my comments to myself for sometime.

And well, who in these forums would actually like you to leave? You were one of those very few members who actually contributed so much to these forums that a simple "Thank You" may be just an excuse to praise you.

Although ones you have chosen this path on your own to acutally vote yourself in or out, i will respect your decision, and you know exactly what comfort level we share, so i would not like to put up my comments as yet.

And hey, atleast till now i dont still see any negative votes for you here!! Keep your spirits high.

[breeze]

It is a resounding NO for me. You are one of the members that helps keep this forums alive, through providing your interesting points of view and opinions. Keep it up TCL!

[TheCrymsonLegends]

Honestly my life is miserable as it will get, I won't go into detail but if your on my msn list my site is posted on it, so those who are already on it can read about it. Please do not add me just to read about my misery. But at one time I thought my life was unfulfilled but tonight I realized I have plenty of people who actually care enough about me to ask me what's wrong and to listen to what I have to say. SHAdmin, I contributed because .. well I don't know why, but I didn't want to be just another hosting plan.. I wanted to be a voice.. and now I am a voice that won't shut up lol. I don't know php very well, I havn't helped code this site but there is one thing I have done. I made a personal connection with those members who have actually taken the time to post enough on here. I try to answer everyone's questions, try to get to everyone's suggestions not because I am a part of this site but because I have a voice. I aimed for a goal and recieved it. This post isn't just about the person who currently is against me but my life is going down a road which may end up where it may be unescapeable. It's upon my own consideration to even think about stepping down from Assistant Admin and leave the site... I havn't ever really used my hosting... if you check my site I have 2 unfinished php projects and they will never be done. I don't use my hosting that much but I post... I don't know anymore. Thanks for your comments though they have all made me smile and cheered me up some, but me leaving the site may be a decision I can't help but make. My personal life is affecting my moderation and I can see my professionalism slipping out the door and before I cause any harm to smokyhosts.com and ShAdmin's reputation I may choose to prevent it from even ever happening. I have decided to give my personal life a week to see where things go, depending on what happends in a week will probably decide wether I even stay here. I appritiate all your support but if anyone asks what is wrong I will probably say "nothing, everything is fine." Simply because I hate smpathy, the pity .. I don't like people feeling sorry for me, because I am suppose to help people. Keep posting.. it may change my mind but I will keep this post updated on what my decision may be.

[breeze]

Remember, If you need anyone to listen I'm always here - and I bet there are other people that will listen as well. As my saying implies (see below), you are going through a rough time, but you will soon emerge out into the big blue sea of opportunity.

"Some people are like a leaf upon a river, tmubling over large waterfalls and through rocky rapids, until the time comes when they emerge into the big blue sea of opportunity."

[TheCrymsonLegends]

I may be staying, may not all depends on wether I rejoin the military or not. Thanks so much though for your kind words, makes me feel special ... Cookies to everyone :P.